Saturday, December 5, 2009

Different! First the little panderer in the alley and now this? Had the chims of Port Helenia gone sex-crazed? An abrupt meaty pressure came down upon his shoulder. Fiben looked to see a.

Might turn against us? ~ But why? ~ Because we might be becoming too soft. Because of that complacency that decadence. Because some of our Minds might just think that we need a bit of timely blood and fire to remind us the universe is a perfectly uncaring place and that we have no more right to enjoy our agreeable ascendancy than any other empire long fallen and forgotten. The avatar shrugged. ~ Don't be so shocked Quilan. We could be wrong. It looked away for a moment..
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And on occasion she even emulated me so that I could appear healthy and vigorous when in fact I was in the middle of dialysis. She was a wonder! I was bemused to see myself as others saw me signals and all and not totally pleased; still the truth is the truth. I was no longer young or even middle-aged and it showed unconscionably. But privately I was in a kind of a state of shock for some time. The experience of being in a woman who looked and sounded exactly like my sister preyed upon my mind of course. But the worst part of it was my own reaction of the time which had been positive rather than negative. I should have become instantly impotent easy enough physically in my weakened state and I had not. I condemned myself for that. All these years these decades-had I secretly lusted for Spirit? Forta became Coral and tempted me but my ardor was less than it should have been. This too bothered me. The real Coral had been a wonderful person.
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